Inspiration floats through the air of Eretz Yisrael, as it is written “אויר ארץ ישראל מחכים” “The air of the land of Israel makes one wise”.
Although I can’t lay claim to any significant level of wisdom, while I was praying ma’ariv the other night, I snatched the following things out of that air which you may find useful.
In the first blessing after the “Barechu”, there are two conscutive phrases: “בחכמה פותח שערים” and “ובתבונה משנה עתים”. The first phrase has to do with wisdom: “with wisdom He opens gates”, and the second phrase relates to understanding: “and with understanding He changes times”.
The gematria of the the sofei teivos (final letters in each word of the phrase) of the first phrase-the wisdom phrase- is 53, which is also the gematria of the Hebrew word for “garden” as in “the Garden of Eden”. The sofei teivos of the second expression-the understanding expression- is 50, which corresponds to the lofty “50 Gates of Understanding”.
This teaches us that by using “שכל תנודה” “oscillating consciousness”, that is to say, by oscillating between our binah/rational consciousness, and our chochmah/intuitive consciousness, we open the gates to the Garden of Divine Inspiration and channel it through the 50 Gates of Understanding until there rests in our hearts, mouths and hands inspired G-dly feelings, thoughts and actions.
After floating with the power of that observation, we arrived at the Shemonah Esrei. In the blessing of השיבנו (return us), the first three words are: “השיבנו אבינו לתורתך” “Return us our Father to your Torah”, and the second three word phrase is: “וקרבנו מלכנו לעבודתך” “and bring us near our King to your service”. The gematria of the sofei teivos of both of those three word phrases is 32, which is also the gematria for the Hebrew word “lev” or “heart”. The gematria of the sofei teivos of the subsequent four word phrase: “והחזירנו בתשובה שלמה לפניך” “and return us before You in complete repentance”, is 36 which is two times the the Hebrew word for life (chai).
This teaches us that if we put our whole heart into both our Torah learning and practice, and our avodah (avodah is prayer), we will merit to draw close to Hashem with abundant vitality/life force both in this world, and in the world to come (double chai).
Abundant blessings from the Holy Land.
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